Zippy plus learning disabilities

Something I do not talk about enough as I think people are more open and kind than I think I know… eh silly me people are heartless and hateful but those are issues for a different day

I am a learning disabled adult of thirty something, due to my learning disables my elementary school gave up on my between the 4th and 5thgrade and gave me the answer books and were ever displeased in dealing with my writing and comprehension  issues even if I was rated as one of the highest IQs in the place….

Teacher annoyance ad bullies lead to me having a nervous breakdown on the first day of the 6th grade and I never went back. In the following years I bounced between home schooling and trying to find a place in the “normal” education system, and if you cannot tell I never did find a place in the education system…

This of course has lead to all kinds of issues dealing with self hat plus my parent’s death in 05 from cancer and long term illness has made me even stranger.

My learning disabilities deal with written expression and how my mind handles information, infact its so hard for me to hand write I cannot stand it as the concentration leads to frustration and I just get to annoyed to handle it so I try and not hand write anything anymore I don’t need the stress.I can quickly and badly write my name but that’s it, despite me being creative and genius most of it comes out as crap but unlike most I do not wonder away from the dump no..I makez statues out of it…..  *headdesk*

Ah to put up with oneself most of the time takes great concentration and patients and “buckets” of self depredation! ^_~

With the issues I have with stress sounds and people have the time I think I have minor autism but I think it’s a mix of PTSD, depression and self esteem issues a good mix of that can make you fcked up.

The learning disabilities I have are

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dyslexia

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dysgraphia

Also have alil math and perception(vision/depth) issues.